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Monday, September 29th, 2014
8:26 pm
Need Motivation And Tips

Hi, I'm Jasmine. I am 21 years old. A college student. I want to lose 5 pounds by October 20th. I am doing the Ana In Training Diet. I  need some motivation and tips.

CW: 109
1st GW: 104
2nd GW: 100
3rd GW: 96
UGW: 92

Wednesday, September 3rd, 2014
1:51 am
I'm looking for tips on how to lose 60lbs. Help me!

CW 180
GW 120
H 5'4"
Saturday, November 30th, 2013
6:25 pm
Height: 5'6"
CW: 215
UGW: 105
Wednesday, June 26th, 2013
11:18 pm
Buddy Needed
I'm pretty new, like new as in I just created an account and I'm looking for a buddy in my trip to weight loss. Right now I've been up and down and then I stopped for a while, I'm starting back up again and this time I really need a buddy to keep me on track. So if anyone's interested in texting or email just hit me up I guess?

Height: 5'7 1/2"
CW: 220 lbs.
GW1: 200 lbs.
GW2: ?????

I know I should set more goal weights but I feel as though since I tried it before and it didn't work, well maybe if I set one goal and work up to that goal then set another goal after, then that for me personally it may work better.
Thursday, March 14th, 2013
7:05 pm
Could use a serious buddy in this :(
I need to stay motivated and need to lose major weight. I could use a buddy, sometimes a friend doing the thing same as you is all you need to stay motivated.

Tuesday, February 5th, 2013
5:17 am
Looking for a buddy
Hey all I've drastically been trying to lose weight for a while now probably about a year and it's really hard because my boyfriends family loves to eat. I love to eat, but it's gotten out of control. Now I eat out of emotion and thats definitely not good. Anyways anyone looking for a buddy we can exchange emails or whatnot and help each other through this.

Monday, January 21st, 2013
10:58 pm
Can wait til goal weight
I have lost 10lbs in the last 2 weeks. I am so motivated, if you go low on motivation watch a thinspo video on youtube. It helps me so much. I cannot wait to reach my goal weight, I know it's a ways away but I am keeping my focus on that. Plus, it helps losing. I only weight myself weekly, I know that's it's week 3 but I weigh in on tuesdays. So we will see then.

Here are my stats:

I was 210lbs when I started

My current weight 200lbs

My goal weight 119 by June 30th

Stay thin peeps.
11:22 am
Height: 5'8"
Gw1:144.7lb (by March)
Gw2:131.5lb. (By late April)
Ugw:118.4lb. (By July)
*Calculated Using: Beauty Weight App

I plan to reach my 1st goal weight before my Senior Prom April 6th.

The negative part about it is Im lazy and need some diet and exercise tips to effectively reach my goal.
Saturday, June 16th, 2012
5:14 pm
lookin for a buddy
hey i just started a new fast (its june 16th 2012) im going to july 21th so im looking for a new buddy for it. You can jump in an join me anytime my email is sheba2000@hotmail.com i really need this fast to get slimmer for school and work
here are my measurements

height: 5"7
CW: 190lbs (ya >< im a fatty, but i carry it well)
GW:160bs (july 21st)
UGW:140lbs (by late august)

the 2nd fast will be a protein shake /juice fast since i just joined a gym, before it ill be eating solids for 10 days mostly vegetables, noodles, and beans) from july 25th-august 4th) then im back to liquids from august 5th-august 31st (protein and liquids). Thats to to get rid of the remaining 20lbs

so again here's my plan:
june 16th-july 21st- green tea water fast
july 25th-august 4th- solids
august 5th-august 31st- protein shakes/liquids

wish me luck and stay strong!
Sunday, December 4th, 2011
10:04 pm
Another newbie
Hi everybody!  I just started a blog but realized no one will probably read it since they don't know about it.  So, I thought I'd post over here too.  I hope that's okay.

My friends would think I was crazy if they knew I was posting this. I am a grown woman.  I am not supposed to be on a pro ana blog.

I want to be thin.  I am hoping to connect with others with the same goal. I thought starting a page might cause me to feel a little more committed to the goal.

My plan as of tomorrow is to eat one meal a day, after 6pm, consisting only of low carb, Atkins-friendly foods. I also plan to exercise for one hour a day as often as I can. I know I won't get to exercise tomorrow, though.  I just got thermal reconditioning for my hair (first time), and I have been instructed not to get my hair wet for two days.  That includes sweat.  However, I might play it safe and try to avoid wetting it for 3-4 days. Wetting can cause the curl to creep back.  It takes a few days for the straightening process to become completely permanent.

So, that's me.  I have a pretty active life right now, so we'll see how often I get to update this.  I also might decide I feel too embarassed and choose to stop posting. But for now, I'm in.

Thanks, ladies.  If you're feeling up to it, please say hello.  I'll feel inspired to know someone is reading this.

Here are my stats:
CW: 156 (or so; I have avoided the scale for the past few days)
HW: 160
LW: 110
GW: 110
Friday, November 11th, 2011
11:48 am
I'm doing the ABC diet and it's working really well. I was at aout 168 this morning so I'm down 6lbs in under a week!!! Now i'm just worried about family dinners and my date that will include pizza. 
 It's a 500 cal day but I'm going to shoot for 380. 

CW 168.3
GW1 158
GW2 149
GW3 135
UGW 104
Tuesday, November 8th, 2011
2:29 am
New here
Hey guys. First I want to say I'm really happy I found his community. It's so hard to find support for black girls. I'm soooooo fat right now. I just moved back home and i gained 10 lbs which feels like 50. I hate it so much. i'm starting my weigh loss now I'm hoping to lose 70 lbs by my next birthday. It's at the end of may so I have enough time to get there. The worse part is I as getting so good. My roommates starting stocking the fridge with all my favorite foods after my last. When that didn't work they made every meal or me and had all of our house meeting at the Chinese buffet then got upset when i downed 4 glasses of water first. 

Now I'm home and living with my sister who are both WAY over 200 lbs. Whenever I lose any weight they give me the whole "men don't want skinny girls" bull that a lot of black people spew. It's all such crap. My younger cousin is about 130 and tall and guys break they're necks to talk to her. Even when i was 152 his summer the number and quality of guys ho talked to me was much higher. 

I need to eat fewer than 800 calories to make my goal. I know I can do this. I just can't let anyone stop me.

HW 230
CW 174 (I want to cry!)
LW 152
Saturday, September 24th, 2011
5:08 pm
I'm new to LJ and this community. I've felt so alone all this time. I'm kenyan and eating disorders are rare if non existent in this country. No one understands me here. People eat food like gluttons here and thats normal, no one struggles with their weight and body image. I'm happy i've found a place i can fit in. At least i have found people who can get me.

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Saturday, August 27th, 2011
9:42 pm
end of 3rd day
hey all
im updating for the end of the third day of my water fast im gonna be updating every 10ish days from now on, again if anyone interested in joining me email me at cornflake50@hotmail.com
btw ive lost 5lbs! so im at 190 (still pretty high but by the end of this fast i should be in the 160lbs mark)
Thursday, August 25th, 2011
6:37 pm
my 40 day water fast
hey all
sorry i havent posted here for a while partly coz i slipped on my diet big time...so im back! lol im doing a water fast for 40 days to see how much i can lose im at the end of the worst day (first day) this my weigh in

CW: 195 (ouch)
GW: 150
UGW 120

anyone who want to join me is welcome to my emails cornflake50@hotmail.com

peace and luv!
Tuesday, August 2nd, 2011
1:40 pm
hi :)
Im new here and all ^//////^ its so awesome that theres a pro ana site for african american women!!! :D I'll post my stats below:

CW: I am between 119-117lb's
HW: 138lb's
GW: 100lb's, 110lb's, or 112-113lb's hmm it's alot i know I just want different ones to see which one i like the most plus these are stiil NOT underweight so I'll be able to get away with it!!! :)

Well anyone can feel free to add me as a friend or contact me for tips n tricks :)
Saturday, July 30th, 2011
6:50 pm
Day 5 +6
I don't feel like posting my calorie consumption because I was too lazy/upset to document it. Day 5 went great until my brother brought home a bag of Doritos with dip. I can say no to almost anything except chips and dip. It is my ultimate weakness. I helped him polish off most of the bag. I didn't eat nearly as much as I had on Thursday but the amount I had still made me feel bloated.

Today was just an all out fail. My brother offered to take me to a Chinese buffet. I sure as hell didn't say no. Stuffed my face and I just got finish purging what I ate.  I hate doing it. I literally sigh in disgust before I empty my stomach into that porcelain bowl. My punishment for not having any self control.

I'm about to go pamper my hair with a wash/detangle/deep condition to get my mind off of this fail. I know I am pretty much talking to myself at this point, but are there any other natural ABGs here? What are your hair regimens?

Current Mood: embarrassed
Friday, July 29th, 2011
7:48 pm
Days 3 and 4
I've been slacking with the updates. But I must admit Day 3 went well. I was to have 500 calories, I was over by 15 cals but it is so insignificant that simply walking around my house would burn it off. By Day 4 I had gotten completely frustrated with my lack of weight dropping. I had only dropped one pound. I emotionally ate all of Day 4 away. My calorie limit was 600 calories. I had over 1800.


Day 3


Medium Potato w/skin: 161 cals
A side of ketchup: 29 cals


Deli Style Turkey Breast Smoked/Cold cut: 30 cals
Wild Rice Cabbage Soup: 89 cals
Lettuce: 8 cals


Wild Rice Cabbage Soup: 71 cals
Stir Fried Cabbage: 128 cals

Total Calories Consumed: 515

Day 4
(Started off horribly so I just threw it all out of the window out of frustration)


Barbeque Potato Chips: 426 cals

Jack in the Box 99 cent Tacos: 320 cals
Few curly fries: 89 cals
Portion of Really Big Chicken Sandwich: 270
Sips of Fanta Strawberry: 60 cals


Spaghetti w/ spaghetti noodles substitute
Spaghetti sauce w/turkey meat loaded with parmesan and sour cream
with 1 and 1/2 side of texas toast: 674 cals

Total calories consumed: 1803
So in total Day 4 was a super fail.


Current Mood: annoyed
Wednesday, July 27th, 2011
12:12 am
Day 2 is a success!
Day 2 of my altered Skinny Girl Diet is a complete success! Although, I must say upon awakening I felt very weak so I had a small bit of Lipton Green Tea with Citrus to get a little sugar in my system and I didn't count my snack vegetables today. I had so few that I didn't feel the need to. Today was a 400 calorie day, I chose my food properly and I don't feel hungry at all!


3 Egg Whites 48 cals
2 strips of bacon with fat removed 69 cals
Breakfast Total: 117 cals


1/2 cup of dry Apple Jacks cereal 47 cals
Lunch Total: 47 cals


Homemade Wild Rice/Broccoli/Cabbage Stew: 99 cals
Cabbage Stir Fry 128 cals
Dinner Total: 227 cals

Total Calorie Intake: 391


Current Mood: optimistic
Monday, July 25th, 2011
7:08 pm
It has been a while ABG!
This journal is pretty inactive but I need a safe place to post whether someone reads it or not.

I stopped posting because I started to get somewhat better, I wasn't binging/purging as much. The past month I have hit rock bottom and my disordered eating has reared its ugly head once again. I got down to 99 lbs and college shot me back up to 112 lbs. I'm currently starting a variation of  the skinny girl diet in an attempt to at least reach 105 before I have to go back to school. In case you don't know what that is, here's a link: 

My diet is pretty much the same except I added 100 calories to each day. I am counting my fruits and veggies on this diet and I plan to belly dance for 30 minutes today to get my exercise in.

I am currently on day one (which is a 500 calorie day) and so far everything is going well. So far I have had:


1 slice of Deli Style Turkey Breast Smoked- Cold Cuts: 30 cals
Half a boiled egg: 39 cals
Peeled baby carrots: 30 cals
Breakfast Total: 109 cals

Skipped Lunch

Dinner: (A stir-fried cabbage, egg, and onion mix)

Cooked cabbage: 69 cals
Egg whites: 48 cals
Red Onion: 34 cals
One whole egg: 62 cals
Dinner Total: 212 cals
That leaves about 179 calories to play with for a snack. Probably will have some fruit or more carrots.
Wish me luck girlies! Will edit later on when I have my snack. Ladies feel free to join me or give me some much needed words to encourage me!

Current Mood: excited
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